December 29
A lively life
I didn't come here for so long ... my diary.
i always got million words to write, when i wasn't sit in front of da computer -_-"
Whenever i face it...the words dissapear..wat da f * 555
So let's start here, where i sit ,,here is my new place of work Acushnet Golf Company , a famous World Wide Company from USA.
dun't know if it's call Good or Bad luck tobe here -_-" as tears go by so many times i 'm working here.
It's testing me timessss to timesssss, again and again ... keep asking myself R U happy ? why u hav to take it? why don't u just leave ?
But it's seem fine today ... for 4 months now..couldn't believe i'm still be here.
As time passed by..i glew up,, When look back for those years ,, for things i have done or what others has ... i got it all ..better than before.
Have to thanks for all those people and the books like Dangtruen ,Satienthammasathan ... that they can teach me magnificently ! to stop anger, lust and all foolish things that i used to be. Not only it was hurt myself but all people aroud me..
Because it's Christmas week...and every years it makes me feel ,,,inspire ..to do something just only for stay with someone i love.
Make and pretend there are reasons to do it,,,for frienship,,,for good feeling,,,for old friend. isn't it make sense if i feel like that,
If it is good ,,,just think what good would it be ..is that correct??? i just missing sth but i never lost it. Sth or someone who always belong to someone else.
I'll never be with u. No second chance and we both know ,,we couldn't turn back time.
I'm with the man of my dream. He was means to me a lot. I'll save him and save our love...going to the right way it should be.
He is my life...i can't leave him.
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